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Drasha

The Centrality of the Chet Haegel

by Randy Lavene with the assistance of Rabbi J. Finkelstein

Did you ever hear of original sin? It is the first sin that Adam and Eve made, known in Hebrew, as חטא הקדמון . Many thinkers and mystics say that this first sin continues to plague us forever. What I would like to share with you today is a different kind of original sin, the sin of the golden calf, the chet ha’egel, which is the first sin of the entire people of Israel after they left Egypt and were a recognizable nation. It is the first sin the Jews did after getting the laws of the ten commandments. They broke the commanmdment of "Do not make any idols" "Lo taaseh lecha pesel, לא תעשה לך פסל" and "do not bow down to them - Lo tishtachaveh lahem לא תשתחוה להם."

Just as the first sin of Adam and Eve changed everything forever, so too the sin of the Golden Calf, the Chet ha’egel is not just a one time sin, but it changed Jewish life forever.

How did the sin of the Golden Calf effect Jewish law? Some rabbis in the mishnah say that any shofar can be used on Rosh Hashanah except the shofar of a cow כל השופָרות כְשרים, חוץ משל פרה. Why? The Gemara explains that one cannot argue for the forgiveness of the people of Israel using something which reminds Hashem of the sins of Israel. Or, as the Talmud puts it, the prosecutor cannot be the defendant אין קטֵיגור נעשה סנֵיגור. In other words, the shofar, which is supposed to be like a lawyer pleading for the Jewish people, cannot be a prosecutor, a cow, which reminds Hashem of the Golden Calf. Don’t worry, I won’t make any lawyer jokes.

In the same way, the clothes of the Cohen Gadol on Yom Kippur are different because of the Golden calf. Usually the high priest has gold in the threads of his garments. But on Yom Kippur when he tries to get forgiveness from Hashem, he takes off the special golden garments and he puts on simple white garments. Why? For the same reason we said before; אין קַטֵיגור נעשה סַנֵיגור meaning that the gold which serves as a prosecuter against the Jews cannot serve as a defendant for the Jews as he tries to get atonement on the day of atonement.

Also, back to our parasha, right at the beginning it says that every Jew must give a half shekel to the mishkan, the tabernacle, to be counted. Why a half shekel rather than a whole shekel? The Midrash, known as תנחוּמא , says that מחצית השקל על שחָטאוּ בשש שעות בַחצי היום since the sin of the golden calf took place at midday, which is half of the day, Hatzos, therefore we bring a half shekel to atone for that sin. Every time we today bring the half shekel each year before the megilah on purim, we are atoning for the sin of the golden calf.

Not only do certain mitzvos in the holy temple, the Beis Hamikdash, remind us of the sin of the Golden calf, but the whole idea of a tabernacle, a mishkan, even of a Beis Hamikdash, is a symbol כדי שיֵדעו כל האוּמות שנִתכַפר להם מעשה העגל for all to know that the Jews were forgiven for the sin of the Golden calf. Before the tabernacle was made, the nations of the world could have thought that Hashem would reject the Jewish people. But the midrash Tanhuma says that the temple stood as a proof that Hashem forgave us even for this terrible sin.

When Aron put together the Golden calf, he asked for contributions from the people. The men, although not the women, enthusiastically contributed their jewelry. When the Jews contributed money and silver and gold to the mishkan this was an atonement for all the contributions of gold which they had made to the golden calf. We showed that we had as much dedication to Hashem as we had mistakenly had for the idols.

But the sin of the Golden Calf does not only effect a few particular mitzvot in the torah. It had an impact and an effect on all of Jewish history, as the Gemara says in Sanhedrin דף ק"ב עמוד א page 102b.

אמר רבי יצחק: אין לך כל פוֹרָענוּת וּפוֹרָענוּת שבאה לעולם שאין בה אחד מעשרים וארבעה בהֶכרַע ליטרָא של עגל הראשון, שנאמר (שמות ל"ב) וּבְיום פָקדי וּפָקַדתִּי עלהם חטָאתָם.

Rabbi Yitzchak said, There is no punishment which comes to the world which does not have in it one small amount leftover from the sin of the Golden calf, as it says in my parasha, when Moshe asks for forgiveness, Hashem says he will punish the Jews on the day of reckoning, meaning on any and every day that he chooses to punish them, he will punish them a bit for the sin of the Golden calf.

The Sefas Emes, the second Gherer Rebbe, about a hundred years ago, said that just as every punishment has in it from the sin of the golden calf, so too, when it comes to forgiveness, every time Hashem forgives us, there is a little bit of forgiveness left over from the forgiveness Hashem gave us from the Golden Calf. Also any time a Jew does teshuva, or repentance, he gets some of his or her power from the generation of the golden calf who were able to do teshuva, to repent in those days. If one can do teshuva from this horrible sin of the golden calf, it gives all of us hope that we can do teshuva too.

Why is this message an important one for you and for me today? It shows us that one deed can effect us for our whole lives and every thing we do. One sin, one bad decision can haunt us for a whole lifetime. And one mitzvah, one good idea, can change how we live our whole lives.

Today I am a bar mitzvah. As I start out in my own independant Jewish life, I realize that every mitzvah can effect or change my entire life. Every decision I make becomes part of the rest of my life. It changes not only my future but the nature of who I am. I hope that I can make good decisions which will make my Jewish life meaningful and which will have a good impact on the rest of my life and which will make me the best I can be.